Testimony of Cécile
When I was diagnosed with metastatic ovarian cancer on March 1, my first thought was "I don't think I want to fight it.
I have been fighting for years. For raising children. For work. For a dignified and happy life... This was too much. I said to God, "I hope you know what you are doing.
A few days later I was interviewed in Avignon. "You don't have to fight, you can let yourself be carried away. Let myself be carried along?! That's a big deal, when you've decided at a very young age not to owe anything to anyone! And yet, somehow, my soul - not my ego - said yes.
From one day to the next, I stopped wanting. I allowed myself to do so, also by accepting the classical path. By opening the doors to God's love almost in spite of myself, I became lighter and more grateful for the greatness of his plan.
I do a lot, but when I do, I try to be.
I can never give enough thanks.
I am constantly carried by prayer: my group, the neighbouring centres, St. Patrick's House, of which I am coordinator and which has done one novena after another with the North West region. The missions of which I am a part, the 3rd key, the house of Health, the prayers on Zoom or Skype, and all of you who, wherever you are, without us even knowing each other sometimes, take me in your rosary.
I made a group as often as possible. How good it is to pray together in this vibration of love!
I took talks very regularly, often followed by novenas. Sometimes by telephone, when it was not possible to do otherwise, because of the confinement. I confided many old wounds, old fears, angers... and succeeded in looking, without judgement and, in the end, in peace, at what was still boiling.
An extraordinary chain of love was set up. No planning of harmonizations, just "Lord, I entrust to you those who will come to harmonize me. I was never afraid to miss. I was harmonised in "real life" 6 days out of 7 on average. Front, back, head and the rest. The opportunity to open my door and my heart, to be listened to - and also to listen, for a real sharing, I hope! I also discovered God's delicious humour: I always hated having my butt touched... at the moment, I'm being served!
Very quickly, I also made sounds. Molecular Vibrations, which I practiced up to twice a day for days. They stopped the ascites (the production of inflammatory fluid that did not stop despite the chemo). And the tree of life workshop. I had felt the call from the beginning. The first session made me deflate. I stopped the VM's, started them again from time to time, and I work regularly, thanks to the tree of life, on the healing of my matrix. It is impressive to feel the body react, the sick organs "pull", vibrate, in fact. With the sounds, but also the harmonisation, the prayer... It's magnificent.
These are the keys.
I also want to thank the therapists of our association for their availability and their love. It is so important to feel surrounded, medically speaking, when, for the oncologist, there is no alternative, it is "chemo or cancer".
Thanks to our friends in Health, I discovered the wonderful world of food supplements. I take the basics: Quinton, trace elements, probiotics, vitamins C, D and magnesium, among others. And even shark liver oil - that's to reduce the risk of infection. Thanks also to the outside therapists.
I've been reacquainted with homeopathy, in formulas and doses I never imagined, apparently only available beyond our borders. Extraordinary!
I have been manipulated, with the most delicate listening and with extraordinary gentleness, by one of our young osteopaths.
My family sometimes tells me: "You are lucky to have so few side effects! No, it's not luck. It is a work, of acceptance, trust and love... In short: a real LIFE PATH!
Cécile (Union joyeuse, Uzès)
PS. I entrust you with my operation of 7 October, a big piece of work... Thank you!